It's hard to keep my composure, my cool. My swag is out of wack, lost, no where to be found. My heart is heavy, emotional, full of heartache. My eyes are glossy, exhausted, full of tears. Contemplating on what could of been, regreting all the mishaps, mistakes, life mistakes. Focused...more like losing focus. I'm losing more than focus, I'm losing myself. My body is empty, no skeleton, no brain, no heart. I am a lost soul in search for another. But heartache is just overpowering. I lost my confidence, my balance, my happiness, my passion, my everything. I close my eyes hoping I don't wake up, but I'm still alive. My sky used to be filled with sunshine, but now nothing but clouds filled with never-ending rain. Remembering the pain, escaping the pain, forgetting but never forgetting the pain.
Realize what you do before you do what you do.
Heart broken lost soul.
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