Even though Jaina and I are no longer together, and chances as of now getting back together are unlikely, but possibly in the future we'll get back, you never know. I'm still young and she's still young and we have a lot of figuring out to do. Jaina's dad talked to me earlier today about our break-up and how its affecting me. And if it wasn't for his words of wisdom, I don't think I could really get through all of the bottled up emotions that I've kept inside. He really re-established ME, and what I need to do. I mean, I never really had a dad that I could talk to like that. He welcomes me into his home even though Jaina and I are no longer together, offers me to come by when there's family parties, invites me over to dinner, take Rocky for walks. He even gave me advice about school or if I didn't think school was for me, other options of jobs. He told me the jobs that he thought were logical, and I agree that staying with immigration, homeland security and medical fields are the way to go. He makes me feel like I'm apart of the family. He's honestly the dad I wish I had. I tear up everytime I think about it because I never had that father figure. It just feels good to hear that from someone very important to me. I will never forget anything he says and the times Jaina and I have had together. But its time to move forwards and learn from my mistakes. Thank you uncle, you are the dad I was always missing from my life. If you were not there, I would not know how reconnect with the world and with myself. And Jaina, you don't know how lucky you are to have a dad like that.
I really appreciate all of your talks we had. Thank you.
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