Life is always changing, and for me it's not in a good way. I began the year as a single man. And the way I think about that is I (excuse my language) fucked up and lost the biggest catch ever. She was definitely a fish that should have been kept. There's a really high chance that I will never have another opportunity to get back with her, so I'll let her do her and I'll do me. What more can I do except be patient and hope for the best. Maybe it's another opportunity of life for me. I'm a little...more say disappointed in myself that I let this happen. Now I'm left in the dust letting some other person smack on my former girl.
Things like that haunt the shit out of me, but what can I do when a person doesn't want to listen about what you have to say. I'm an embarrassment in life and I need to get my act together. There's nothing more, how should I say this...disrespectful than being called a jerk, an embarrassment, so on and so forth.
So where do I go from here? Try to move on and forget about the past because that's long gone. If she wants to move forward with her life, I'll let her be and keep out of her privacy because that's how I would like it. And as for me? I lost my love of my life and it'll be really hard for me to move on. So what should I do? I'm just going to soak everything in and try to refocus. Now is not the time to be having a girlfriend and I need to get my priorities straight.
If I hadn't have gotten a girlfriend, I would have been done with college already and gotten a job out of this state. Don't get me wrong, I love Cali, but there are bigger and better opportunities of the state, and not to mention the experience you can obtain. I went from trying to become a physical therapist into become a sports med doctor. My goal in life is to help people, and that's what I love to do. I take pride in what I'm going to do and I'm striving to be the best!
I hate to say it, but women, I'm a single man!
This time, I'm ready for anything!
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