Just as the title claims, "Love is Painful." After talking and reminiscing good ol' times with a couple co-workers, well, more like friends, Yul and Jared, I decided to talk to who was at the time, my girlfriend/fiancee. We decided, that things weren't working out as expected, so we decided to go our seperate ways for awhile. I was pretty sad to see her slip away from my fingers, and especially away from my heart. But what can I do?...Nothing really. But I have been with her for about 2 years and 10 months before we broke up. My heart has definitely shattered and disintegrated into nothing but dust. I would really love to grow old with her, but only time will tell. Maybe we're not meant to be? Well, I'm trying to move on because I don't want to be a burden to her any longer. My mind is just scrambling everywhere! And I just need a shoulder to cry on because I'm hurt.
All I can do now is concentrate on school and hopefully things will come into play. There's no doubt that I'll always love her, and she always has someone to talk to. I just can't help but reminisce about the good and the bad of our relationship.
I leave you off on a good note...this is all about the teachings of life. And happy endings don't always occur.
Just a couple of pictures from yesterday.
Jared's order.
Ulster's order.
Ulster's drink because he couldn't drink beer. Sorry man.
Kirin Beer is super SMOOOTTTHHH!! And don't forget Jared!
And my order. Small, but I was pretty full off of it.
Life's teachings are unpredictable. Cherish what you have before you lose them.
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