What is my purpose here on earth? And why am I alive? That is what I would like to know. Sometimes I wish I were never born because I dislike the feelings of being sad, or lonely, or betrayed, or hurt physical and emotionally or whatever negative feelings that'll turn your smiles to frowns.
But if I weren't on this earth, I would have missed out on my first day on this world, first poo poo and pee pee, first tooth, first day of any type of school, first love, first job, first car, first motorcycle, first of everything you've spent with someone. As of this moment, I'm really happy where I stand. I'm in a stable place in my life and things from here from what I see can only get brighter. I have a very bright future ahead of me.
Life is promosing. In God I trust.
Saturday, December 29, 2007
A Day in the Life
Today was a fairly exciting day at work. I come into work hearing praises from the store manager and the other assistant managers that were present in the morning. It was an awfully busy day of customer service and down stpcking items that were located on pallets up on the overhead. Everything went smoothly, besides a customer that had a really think accent, which I could hardly understand because of it. Besides that, I saw a familiar face that I haven't seen in months at work, my buddy Ian from Floor & Wall. We used to close every Thursday and Friday, and now, there's no one really to talk to. Dude, I totally forgot that Ian from Electrical closes with me.
Anyway, I left work an hour early since there were already 3 other employees from Plumbing on the floor. As soon as I stepped foot out of the work perimeter, I raced home to change my polo into a nice shirt before heading over to pick up my date to the car show at the San Diego Convention Center. I rang the doorbell, and after slowly swinging the door open, my first thought of her when I saw her was the word 'sexy'. It just best describes what she was wearing. No matter what she wears, she always makes it look sooo good. She's really an incredible girl that's one in a million.
There were some beautiful cars there ranging from the infamous Dodge Magnum that Jaina & her girl friends talk about to the new Chevy Camaro to the Mini Cooper to the BMW M6 to the Aston Martin DBS, which I thought was the absolute best car I had seen there. Everything about the car was beautiful. I just instantly fell in love with it. A car on my wish list for Santa next year...if I win the lotto, it'll be an early gift. We took a couple pictures of cars which we thought were worthy of taking pictures with or of and the exception of motorcycles they also had there from the BMW K1200 to the Suzuki Hiyabusa 1350. Lots of beautiful cars there.
Afterwards, we stopped through Pho Cadao for pho, egg rolls and tai tea w/o boba. The restaurant was packed, thus resulting in a little longer wait for the food than expected. Otherwise, the food was exceptional. Filled my tummy and made me fat. Then headed back to Jaina's house to chill and relax. Spent some wonderful time with her, although I wanted to hold her in my arms a little bit more. Besides all that, we watched some programs on television. My favorite show out of the shows we watched was 'Ninja Warrior'.
After that, I decided to go home and sleep for the great shift of a 5AM start. Whoopie...more like noooooooo!! Bit whatever I get off with time to spare in the evening. Later in the day, Janey is bringing me along to accompany for her God-sisters birthday dinner and celebration over at Silk in Temecula...what else is there in Temecula??
Well time to sleep.
Peace and love.
Anyway, I left work an hour early since there were already 3 other employees from Plumbing on the floor. As soon as I stepped foot out of the work perimeter, I raced home to change my polo into a nice shirt before heading over to pick up my date to the car show at the San Diego Convention Center. I rang the doorbell, and after slowly swinging the door open, my first thought of her when I saw her was the word 'sexy'. It just best describes what she was wearing. No matter what she wears, she always makes it look sooo good. She's really an incredible girl that's one in a million.
There were some beautiful cars there ranging from the infamous Dodge Magnum that Jaina & her girl friends talk about to the new Chevy Camaro to the Mini Cooper to the BMW M6 to the Aston Martin DBS, which I thought was the absolute best car I had seen there. Everything about the car was beautiful. I just instantly fell in love with it. A car on my wish list for Santa next year...if I win the lotto, it'll be an early gift. We took a couple pictures of cars which we thought were worthy of taking pictures with or of and the exception of motorcycles they also had there from the BMW K1200 to the Suzuki Hiyabusa 1350. Lots of beautiful cars there.
Afterwards, we stopped through Pho Cadao for pho, egg rolls and tai tea w/o boba. The restaurant was packed, thus resulting in a little longer wait for the food than expected. Otherwise, the food was exceptional. Filled my tummy and made me fat. Then headed back to Jaina's house to chill and relax. Spent some wonderful time with her, although I wanted to hold her in my arms a little bit more. Besides all that, we watched some programs on television. My favorite show out of the shows we watched was 'Ninja Warrior'.
After that, I decided to go home and sleep for the great shift of a 5AM start. Whoopie...more like noooooooo!! Bit whatever I get off with time to spare in the evening. Later in the day, Janey is bringing me along to accompany for her God-sisters birthday dinner and celebration over at Silk in Temecula...what else is there in Temecula??
Well time to sleep.
Peace and love.
Friday, December 21, 2007
Just Around the Corner
Christmas is just 4 days away. It's crazy because I'm still not ready. I wish I could have gotten something for everyone and I feel really bad for purchasing a gift for myself rather than for friends and family. How selfish of me, but I had to have them. I gave myself an early Christmas present on these crazy pair of supra 14k gold kicks. I love them, even if Jabey doesn't like them, other people think they're fresh.
Well, the next time I return to facevalue I'll be purchasing me a pair of gray common projects. These kicks are made in Italy, probably a brand you've never even heard of, but I'm about to blow this fad and your ass wide open. My new steez, don't imitate, don't hate, never late. You likey? Just made that whole blah blah stuff up. May also pick me up a pair of evisu heritage jeans as well. I like them slim, guess it's a new thing of mine. But not to the point where these jeans are skin tight. Something that has slowly grown upon me. I admit, I made fun of the people that wore tight jeans/denim. It's cliche I tell you. This fad is in and it's beginning to be apart of my steez. Recognize real! This is who I am. Get in with the program.
I need to post up pictures soon because ya'll are probably tired of reading my BS. Ya'll need some pictures every now and then so ya'll know what the dealnis with me. I'll be doing a post after this. Strictly photos and comments.
So I'm done with Jordan brand, it's beginning to
become a brand everyone can get their hands on, and I want kicks nobody has ever seen before. I want to start a whole other trend/fad, my own steez. I'm strictly Air maxes and Nike Uptowns (a.k.a. Nike air force 1).
Well back on point, My good friend/co-worker Dominique left the 6679 family. It was sad because she was tearing up. Dude, i miss those
days of the OG cashiers. When we first began. Now everybody is spreading amd doing their own personal
agenda. Thing are getting more serious and should start to do that on a cosistent basis, but my brain relapses amd completely knocks off my concentration.
Anyway, i got Janey a gift, but I'm not telling till after Christmas. She might suddenly start reading my blog. It's going to be a pair of kicks concealed with a real good present inside. I want to see her face when she opens it.
I'm calling it a night, waking up real early tomorrow. Before the butt crack of dawn.
Good night and sleep tight.
Well, the next time I return to facevalue I'll be purchasing me a pair of gray common projects. These kicks are made in Italy, probably a brand you've never even heard of, but I'm about to blow this fad and your ass wide open. My new steez, don't imitate, don't hate, never late. You likey? Just made that whole blah blah stuff up. May also pick me up a pair of evisu heritage jeans as well. I like them slim, guess it's a new thing of mine. But not to the point where these jeans are skin tight. Something that has slowly grown upon me. I admit, I made fun of the people that wore tight jeans/denim. It's cliche I tell you. This fad is in and it's beginning to be apart of my steez. Recognize real! This is who I am. Get in with the program.
I need to post up pictures soon because ya'll are probably tired of reading my BS. Ya'll need some pictures every now and then so ya'll know what the dealnis with me. I'll be doing a post after this. Strictly photos and comments.
So I'm done with Jordan brand, it's beginning to
become a brand everyone can get their hands on, and I want kicks nobody has ever seen before. I want to start a whole other trend/fad, my own steez. I'm strictly Air maxes and Nike Uptowns (a.k.a. Nike air force 1).
Well back on point, My good friend/co-worker Dominique left the 6679 family. It was sad because she was tearing up. Dude, i miss those
days of the OG cashiers. When we first began. Now everybody is spreading amd doing their own personal
agenda. Thing are getting more serious and should start to do that on a cosistent basis, but my brain relapses amd completely knocks off my concentration.
Anyway, i got Janey a gift, but I'm not telling till after Christmas. She might suddenly start reading my blog. It's going to be a pair of kicks concealed with a real good present inside. I want to see her face when she opens it.
I'm calling it a night, waking up real early tomorrow. Before the butt crack of dawn.
Good night and sleep tight.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Frustration
I am frustrated at the factthat I put myself back in this world of pain. But I just had this tjought in the back of my mind. It's just crazy how a complete stranger can affect your mentality. And how much a complete stranger can easily manipulate you into getting a piece off ass. As derigatory as it seems, it happened. And the one person I truly surrendered my heart to is shattered once again. I have this mental memory distilled in my brain now and it just won't go away.
Why am I still holding on?! Because a piece of me is strong, and can overcome any obstacle that's put forward in life, but a small percentage of me has doubt. That this might happen once more, and if that sitution were to arise again, this would be the last and final chance I will give her. With that said, I have this invisible force field that will only let you go so far. I have another one located by my heart because I'm afraid that if this happens again, that it will definitely damage my functionalities. Pain is love. Why do people conform to this metaphor? I once did and now all i see from pain is pain and not love. My mind is clouded by a mixture of this mental memory, past memories, hatred, unforgiveness, and being upset.
I'll give one more shot of love, and this doesn't work out, then I'll throw in the towel, wave the white flag, tip over my king in chess. I feel that she's holding me back from doing ecerything I want to do and accomplish in life. I was doing so well in school, then I had to go out ad find this girl, and now school is fucked!! I stop attending most classes, drama created most of the missed classes, and if I did attend class, I wouldn't be able to concentrate because of yhe drama. Sometimes, things are unacoidable and you just have to face them head on. I don't back down from anything. Who cares what people think about you, all that matters is that you are comfortable in your own skin.
This winter break gives me some much needed time away from school. I'm planning this master plan. I want to leave this city without letting anyone know where I'm going or where to contact me. Just some time to travel around the globe and hopefully finding a ray of light outnof it. I would miss everything I left behind, but it'll start off a new chapter of my life. I'm down with my share of fucking around. I'm getting down with the nitty gritty to get what a rightfully deserve. I want everything, except a significant other. M.O.B. man. That's my mindset. But dont get me wrong, I love women. I need to put myself out there because my shyness is not getting me around anywhere in life. Fuck this array of bullshit that was placed upon me. Fuck fuck fuck!! I'm mad at the world...I'm kidding, I'm mad at myself.
Save me Lord.
Why am I still holding on?! Because a piece of me is strong, and can overcome any obstacle that's put forward in life, but a small percentage of me has doubt. That this might happen once more, and if that sitution were to arise again, this would be the last and final chance I will give her. With that said, I have this invisible force field that will only let you go so far. I have another one located by my heart because I'm afraid that if this happens again, that it will definitely damage my functionalities. Pain is love. Why do people conform to this metaphor? I once did and now all i see from pain is pain and not love. My mind is clouded by a mixture of this mental memory, past memories, hatred, unforgiveness, and being upset.
I'll give one more shot of love, and this doesn't work out, then I'll throw in the towel, wave the white flag, tip over my king in chess. I feel that she's holding me back from doing ecerything I want to do and accomplish in life. I was doing so well in school, then I had to go out ad find this girl, and now school is fucked!! I stop attending most classes, drama created most of the missed classes, and if I did attend class, I wouldn't be able to concentrate because of yhe drama. Sometimes, things are unacoidable and you just have to face them head on. I don't back down from anything. Who cares what people think about you, all that matters is that you are comfortable in your own skin.
This winter break gives me some much needed time away from school. I'm planning this master plan. I want to leave this city without letting anyone know where I'm going or where to contact me. Just some time to travel around the globe and hopefully finding a ray of light outnof it. I would miss everything I left behind, but it'll start off a new chapter of my life. I'm down with my share of fucking around. I'm getting down with the nitty gritty to get what a rightfully deserve. I want everything, except a significant other. M.O.B. man. That's my mindset. But dont get me wrong, I love women. I need to put myself out there because my shyness is not getting me around anywhere in life. Fuck this array of bullshit that was placed upon me. Fuck fuck fuck!! I'm mad at the world...I'm kidding, I'm mad at myself.
Save me Lord.
Monday, December 17, 2007
Almost Christmas!!
It's only a couple of days till X-Mas and I'm really excited, but yet, I'm not ready. There's a lot of presents still needed to be purchased and passed out. Well, this is what consisted of all the posts the I missed.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
There was a company X-Mas party over at Dave & Buster's. And the food there was terrible. The chicken was DRY, the pasta was DRY, and the shrimp...well you guessed it, DRY!! Other than the food, the drinks made up for it. I was really hoping to get something out of this X-Mas party like a present like how it was last year, but that didn't happen. So a couple of employees left the party empty handed. But to those that won, congratulations, you lucky bitches!! ahaha.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
next up, the titty bar! i ended up going to a titty bar after this high school party we attended. I felt like an old man in there because it was filled with a bunch of loud and obnoxious kids running around consuming alcohol. I got a little bit of it, which was much needed.
well, we left about an hour into the party because it was getting kinda boring. So we decided to go to the titty bar. It was alright for a Saturday. Kinda wished that there were more girls that were better looking. A lot of the girls were booty ugly.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
We stopped by early in the evening for some Yogurt World. It was super duper good! I need another fix of some yogurt now. And this time, I'll put a couple more toppings on there.
Next, a night of chillen playing the Wii. I'm addicted to Guitar Hero III, trying to beat it in hard. And goshdarnit, it is "hard". It's almost completed though. Then later into the night, we decided to hit up a karoake restaurant. It was interesting because it was my first time ever going to one of those. It was a Korean restaurant that served Chilled flavored SOJU, which sort of tastes like Sake. Anyways, we sang till 2 in the morning until they made us leave. We were the last ones there. Then, we went home again to play some more Guitar Hero before they passed out.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I thought I would be going to Vegas this weekend, but I didn't end up doing that.
I thought I would be going Snowboarding instead of Vegas, but we didn't do that either.
Well, another day, another time.
Critically Acclaimed is soon to be coming to a body near you.
Peace.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
There was a company X-Mas party over at Dave & Buster's. And the food there was terrible. The chicken was DRY, the pasta was DRY, and the shrimp...well you guessed it, DRY!! Other than the food, the drinks made up for it. I was really hoping to get something out of this X-Mas party like a present like how it was last year, but that didn't happen. So a couple of employees left the party empty handed. But to those that won, congratulations, you lucky bitches!! ahaha.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
next up, the titty bar! i ended up going to a titty bar after this high school party we attended. I felt like an old man in there because it was filled with a bunch of loud and obnoxious kids running around consuming alcohol. I got a little bit of it, which was much needed.
well, we left about an hour into the party because it was getting kinda boring. So we decided to go to the titty bar. It was alright for a Saturday. Kinda wished that there were more girls that were better looking. A lot of the girls were booty ugly.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
We stopped by early in the evening for some Yogurt World. It was super duper good! I need another fix of some yogurt now. And this time, I'll put a couple more toppings on there.
Next, a night of chillen playing the Wii. I'm addicted to Guitar Hero III, trying to beat it in hard. And goshdarnit, it is "hard". It's almost completed though. Then later into the night, we decided to hit up a karoake restaurant. It was interesting because it was my first time ever going to one of those. It was a Korean restaurant that served Chilled flavored SOJU, which sort of tastes like Sake. Anyways, we sang till 2 in the morning until they made us leave. We were the last ones there. Then, we went home again to play some more Guitar Hero before they passed out.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I thought I would be going to Vegas this weekend, but I didn't end up doing that.
I thought I would be going Snowboarding instead of Vegas, but we didn't do that either.
Well, another day, another time.
Critically Acclaimed is soon to be coming to a body near you.
Peace.
Saturday, December 1, 2007
It's Been a Long Time
...I shouldn't have left you, without a dope beat to step to. Well, I just shouldn't have left this blogger for so long. I've been really busy. With what? That's a good question. I've just been really busy lately that I haven't really obligated some time on here. Anyways, I'll be hitting up this store called facevalue. and I'll give you some light on what to expect. But as for now, I'll have to check this spot out with my cousin who knows everyone there, or shall I say, everyone knows him. I met a couple of cool dudes from facevalue. (which is a clothing/shoe spot). Anyways, I was doing some promoting for them while at this fashion show for an ex-girl of mine. I'm not sure what to describe of her now. Just dating I guess, but doing everything else a normal couple would do (kinda strange).
Well, nothing's new with me. Just another year grazing by and everyone getting a year older. But the good thing about getting older is that you keep getting wiser, and if not more good looking or for women, beautiful then it's the opposite of that, ugly. I'm kidding!! Beauty is described in many ways, and you definitely can't judge a book by their cover.
It's weird to say, but I have this interest in modeling now. As soon as Jaina gets back from Vegas with her girls, she'll be taking some pictures of myself to send over to Dr. Jay's, which is a clothing/shoe spot online. They're starting off at $25/hour and hopefully, I'll end up with a lot of hours. This will be just a side thing though. Nothing big unless it takes me somewhere, and I'll go along with the ride.
Besides all that, Thanksgiving was boring, but I had a good time. Eating all the food. I went back for thirds. The food was that good. I just can't wait till Christmas Eve where we'll be spending it at my Uncle Leo's house. I'm going to be so shit faced because I know they're going to make me drink, and I'm definitely going to grubbin' on the tradition of subway 12 footers and homemade banana nut bread and chocolate chip cookies. Plus more of the good Filipino dishes. I'm excited, and Christmas is just around the corner.
I can't wait till school is over. I'm sick and tired of it already. And for the past week, I've been attending SDSU with Jaina rather than going to my school. I needed it though because CSUSM is just a boring school with such a boring atmosphere. I need life, and SDSU has been calling me and luring me in to attend their school sending me emails and everything. And I bit, and hopefully, I'll be transfering there in the Fall of 2008. Can't wait...really looking forward to it.
I have also managed to do some personal training on my own with a friend of mine. He was ranked there with Reggie Bush as the top running backs in the nation. And is it a coincidence that they have the same first name? Reggie Ross, you'll be hearing his name a lot, and hopefully he'll make it to the NFL. He's excited to work, and so am I. He even asked me to be his agent, which I'm considering taking. Just gotta get him out into the open.
Well, yesterday it rained, and I hope that it doesn't today. I'll keep up with my posts, hopefully!
ONE LOVE.
Well, nothing's new with me. Just another year grazing by and everyone getting a year older. But the good thing about getting older is that you keep getting wiser, and if not more good looking or for women, beautiful then it's the opposite of that, ugly. I'm kidding!! Beauty is described in many ways, and you definitely can't judge a book by their cover.
It's weird to say, but I have this interest in modeling now. As soon as Jaina gets back from Vegas with her girls, she'll be taking some pictures of myself to send over to Dr. Jay's, which is a clothing/shoe spot online. They're starting off at $25/hour and hopefully, I'll end up with a lot of hours. This will be just a side thing though. Nothing big unless it takes me somewhere, and I'll go along with the ride.
Besides all that, Thanksgiving was boring, but I had a good time. Eating all the food. I went back for thirds. The food was that good. I just can't wait till Christmas Eve where we'll be spending it at my Uncle Leo's house. I'm going to be so shit faced because I know they're going to make me drink, and I'm definitely going to grubbin' on the tradition of subway 12 footers and homemade banana nut bread and chocolate chip cookies. Plus more of the good Filipino dishes. I'm excited, and Christmas is just around the corner.
I can't wait till school is over. I'm sick and tired of it already. And for the past week, I've been attending SDSU with Jaina rather than going to my school. I needed it though because CSUSM is just a boring school with such a boring atmosphere. I need life, and SDSU has been calling me and luring me in to attend their school sending me emails and everything. And I bit, and hopefully, I'll be transfering there in the Fall of 2008. Can't wait...really looking forward to it.
I have also managed to do some personal training on my own with a friend of mine. He was ranked there with Reggie Bush as the top running backs in the nation. And is it a coincidence that they have the same first name? Reggie Ross, you'll be hearing his name a lot, and hopefully he'll make it to the NFL. He's excited to work, and so am I. He even asked me to be his agent, which I'm considering taking. Just gotta get him out into the open.
Well, yesterday it rained, and I hope that it doesn't today. I'll keep up with my posts, hopefully!
ONE LOVE.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
