Christmas is just 4 days away. It's crazy because I'm still not ready. I wish I could have gotten something for everyone and I feel really bad for purchasing a gift for myself rather than for friends and family. How selfish of me, but I had to have them. I gave myself an early Christmas present on these crazy pair of supra 14k gold kicks. I love them, even if Jabey doesn't like them, other people think they're fresh.
Well, the next time I return to facevalue I'll be purchasing me a pair of gray common projects. These kicks are made in Italy, probably a brand you've never even heard of, but I'm about to blow this fad and your ass wide open. My new steez, don't imitate, don't hate, never late. You likey? Just made that whole blah blah stuff up. May also pick me up a pair of evisu heritage jeans as well. I like them slim, guess it's a new thing of mine. But not to the point where these jeans are skin tight. Something that has slowly grown upon me. I admit, I made fun of the people that wore tight jeans/denim. It's cliche I tell you. This fad is in and it's beginning to be apart of my steez. Recognize real! This is who I am. Get in with the program.
I need to post up pictures soon because ya'll are probably tired of reading my BS. Ya'll need some pictures every now and then so ya'll know what the dealnis with me. I'll be doing a post after this. Strictly photos and comments.
So I'm done with Jordan brand, it's beginning to
become a brand everyone can get their hands on, and I want kicks nobody has ever seen before. I want to start a whole other trend/fad, my own steez. I'm strictly Air maxes and Nike Uptowns (a.k.a. Nike air force 1).
Well back on point, My good friend/co-worker Dominique left the 6679 family. It was sad because she was tearing up. Dude, i miss those
days of the OG cashiers. When we first began. Now everybody is spreading amd doing their own personal
agenda. Thing are getting more serious and should start to do that on a cosistent basis, but my brain relapses amd completely knocks off my concentration.
Anyway, i got Janey a gift, but I'm not telling till after Christmas. She might suddenly start reading my blog. It's going to be a pair of kicks concealed with a real good present inside. I want to see her face when she opens it.
I'm calling it a night, waking up real early tomorrow. Before the butt crack of dawn.
Good night and sleep tight.
Friday, December 21, 2007
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Frustration
I am frustrated at the factthat I put myself back in this world of pain. But I just had this tjought in the back of my mind. It's just crazy how a complete stranger can affect your mentality. And how much a complete stranger can easily manipulate you into getting a piece off ass. As derigatory as it seems, it happened. And the one person I truly surrendered my heart to is shattered once again. I have this mental memory distilled in my brain now and it just won't go away.
Why am I still holding on?! Because a piece of me is strong, and can overcome any obstacle that's put forward in life, but a small percentage of me has doubt. That this might happen once more, and if that sitution were to arise again, this would be the last and final chance I will give her. With that said, I have this invisible force field that will only let you go so far. I have another one located by my heart because I'm afraid that if this happens again, that it will definitely damage my functionalities. Pain is love. Why do people conform to this metaphor? I once did and now all i see from pain is pain and not love. My mind is clouded by a mixture of this mental memory, past memories, hatred, unforgiveness, and being upset.
I'll give one more shot of love, and this doesn't work out, then I'll throw in the towel, wave the white flag, tip over my king in chess. I feel that she's holding me back from doing ecerything I want to do and accomplish in life. I was doing so well in school, then I had to go out ad find this girl, and now school is fucked!! I stop attending most classes, drama created most of the missed classes, and if I did attend class, I wouldn't be able to concentrate because of yhe drama. Sometimes, things are unacoidable and you just have to face them head on. I don't back down from anything. Who cares what people think about you, all that matters is that you are comfortable in your own skin.
This winter break gives me some much needed time away from school. I'm planning this master plan. I want to leave this city without letting anyone know where I'm going or where to contact me. Just some time to travel around the globe and hopefully finding a ray of light outnof it. I would miss everything I left behind, but it'll start off a new chapter of my life. I'm down with my share of fucking around. I'm getting down with the nitty gritty to get what a rightfully deserve. I want everything, except a significant other. M.O.B. man. That's my mindset. But dont get me wrong, I love women. I need to put myself out there because my shyness is not getting me around anywhere in life. Fuck this array of bullshit that was placed upon me. Fuck fuck fuck!! I'm mad at the world...I'm kidding, I'm mad at myself.
Save me Lord.
Why am I still holding on?! Because a piece of me is strong, and can overcome any obstacle that's put forward in life, but a small percentage of me has doubt. That this might happen once more, and if that sitution were to arise again, this would be the last and final chance I will give her. With that said, I have this invisible force field that will only let you go so far. I have another one located by my heart because I'm afraid that if this happens again, that it will definitely damage my functionalities. Pain is love. Why do people conform to this metaphor? I once did and now all i see from pain is pain and not love. My mind is clouded by a mixture of this mental memory, past memories, hatred, unforgiveness, and being upset.
I'll give one more shot of love, and this doesn't work out, then I'll throw in the towel, wave the white flag, tip over my king in chess. I feel that she's holding me back from doing ecerything I want to do and accomplish in life. I was doing so well in school, then I had to go out ad find this girl, and now school is fucked!! I stop attending most classes, drama created most of the missed classes, and if I did attend class, I wouldn't be able to concentrate because of yhe drama. Sometimes, things are unacoidable and you just have to face them head on. I don't back down from anything. Who cares what people think about you, all that matters is that you are comfortable in your own skin.
This winter break gives me some much needed time away from school. I'm planning this master plan. I want to leave this city without letting anyone know where I'm going or where to contact me. Just some time to travel around the globe and hopefully finding a ray of light outnof it. I would miss everything I left behind, but it'll start off a new chapter of my life. I'm down with my share of fucking around. I'm getting down with the nitty gritty to get what a rightfully deserve. I want everything, except a significant other. M.O.B. man. That's my mindset. But dont get me wrong, I love women. I need to put myself out there because my shyness is not getting me around anywhere in life. Fuck this array of bullshit that was placed upon me. Fuck fuck fuck!! I'm mad at the world...I'm kidding, I'm mad at myself.
Save me Lord.
Monday, December 17, 2007
Almost Christmas!!
It's only a couple of days till X-Mas and I'm really excited, but yet, I'm not ready. There's a lot of presents still needed to be purchased and passed out. Well, this is what consisted of all the posts the I missed.
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There was a company X-Mas party over at Dave & Buster's. And the food there was terrible. The chicken was DRY, the pasta was DRY, and the shrimp...well you guessed it, DRY!! Other than the food, the drinks made up for it. I was really hoping to get something out of this X-Mas party like a present like how it was last year, but that didn't happen. So a couple of employees left the party empty handed. But to those that won, congratulations, you lucky bitches!! ahaha.
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next up, the titty bar! i ended up going to a titty bar after this high school party we attended. I felt like an old man in there because it was filled with a bunch of loud and obnoxious kids running around consuming alcohol. I got a little bit of it, which was much needed.
well, we left about an hour into the party because it was getting kinda boring. So we decided to go to the titty bar. It was alright for a Saturday. Kinda wished that there were more girls that were better looking. A lot of the girls were booty ugly.
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We stopped by early in the evening for some Yogurt World. It was super duper good! I need another fix of some yogurt now. And this time, I'll put a couple more toppings on there.
Next, a night of chillen playing the Wii. I'm addicted to Guitar Hero III, trying to beat it in hard. And goshdarnit, it is "hard". It's almost completed though. Then later into the night, we decided to hit up a karoake restaurant. It was interesting because it was my first time ever going to one of those. It was a Korean restaurant that served Chilled flavored SOJU, which sort of tastes like Sake. Anyways, we sang till 2 in the morning until they made us leave. We were the last ones there. Then, we went home again to play some more Guitar Hero before they passed out.
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I thought I would be going to Vegas this weekend, but I didn't end up doing that.
I thought I would be going Snowboarding instead of Vegas, but we didn't do that either.
Well, another day, another time.
Critically Acclaimed is soon to be coming to a body near you.
Peace.
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There was a company X-Mas party over at Dave & Buster's. And the food there was terrible. The chicken was DRY, the pasta was DRY, and the shrimp...well you guessed it, DRY!! Other than the food, the drinks made up for it. I was really hoping to get something out of this X-Mas party like a present like how it was last year, but that didn't happen. So a couple of employees left the party empty handed. But to those that won, congratulations, you lucky bitches!! ahaha.
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next up, the titty bar! i ended up going to a titty bar after this high school party we attended. I felt like an old man in there because it was filled with a bunch of loud and obnoxious kids running around consuming alcohol. I got a little bit of it, which was much needed.
well, we left about an hour into the party because it was getting kinda boring. So we decided to go to the titty bar. It was alright for a Saturday. Kinda wished that there were more girls that were better looking. A lot of the girls were booty ugly.
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We stopped by early in the evening for some Yogurt World. It was super duper good! I need another fix of some yogurt now. And this time, I'll put a couple more toppings on there.
Next, a night of chillen playing the Wii. I'm addicted to Guitar Hero III, trying to beat it in hard. And goshdarnit, it is "hard". It's almost completed though. Then later into the night, we decided to hit up a karoake restaurant. It was interesting because it was my first time ever going to one of those. It was a Korean restaurant that served Chilled flavored SOJU, which sort of tastes like Sake. Anyways, we sang till 2 in the morning until they made us leave. We were the last ones there. Then, we went home again to play some more Guitar Hero before they passed out.
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I thought I would be going to Vegas this weekend, but I didn't end up doing that.
I thought I would be going Snowboarding instead of Vegas, but we didn't do that either.
Well, another day, another time.
Critically Acclaimed is soon to be coming to a body near you.
Peace.
Saturday, December 1, 2007
It's Been a Long Time
...I shouldn't have left you, without a dope beat to step to. Well, I just shouldn't have left this blogger for so long. I've been really busy. With what? That's a good question. I've just been really busy lately that I haven't really obligated some time on here. Anyways, I'll be hitting up this store called facevalue. and I'll give you some light on what to expect. But as for now, I'll have to check this spot out with my cousin who knows everyone there, or shall I say, everyone knows him. I met a couple of cool dudes from facevalue. (which is a clothing/shoe spot). Anyways, I was doing some promoting for them while at this fashion show for an ex-girl of mine. I'm not sure what to describe of her now. Just dating I guess, but doing everything else a normal couple would do (kinda strange).
Well, nothing's new with me. Just another year grazing by and everyone getting a year older. But the good thing about getting older is that you keep getting wiser, and if not more good looking or for women, beautiful then it's the opposite of that, ugly. I'm kidding!! Beauty is described in many ways, and you definitely can't judge a book by their cover.
It's weird to say, but I have this interest in modeling now. As soon as Jaina gets back from Vegas with her girls, she'll be taking some pictures of myself to send over to Dr. Jay's, which is a clothing/shoe spot online. They're starting off at $25/hour and hopefully, I'll end up with a lot of hours. This will be just a side thing though. Nothing big unless it takes me somewhere, and I'll go along with the ride.
Besides all that, Thanksgiving was boring, but I had a good time. Eating all the food. I went back for thirds. The food was that good. I just can't wait till Christmas Eve where we'll be spending it at my Uncle Leo's house. I'm going to be so shit faced because I know they're going to make me drink, and I'm definitely going to grubbin' on the tradition of subway 12 footers and homemade banana nut bread and chocolate chip cookies. Plus more of the good Filipino dishes. I'm excited, and Christmas is just around the corner.
I can't wait till school is over. I'm sick and tired of it already. And for the past week, I've been attending SDSU with Jaina rather than going to my school. I needed it though because CSUSM is just a boring school with such a boring atmosphere. I need life, and SDSU has been calling me and luring me in to attend their school sending me emails and everything. And I bit, and hopefully, I'll be transfering there in the Fall of 2008. Can't wait...really looking forward to it.
I have also managed to do some personal training on my own with a friend of mine. He was ranked there with Reggie Bush as the top running backs in the nation. And is it a coincidence that they have the same first name? Reggie Ross, you'll be hearing his name a lot, and hopefully he'll make it to the NFL. He's excited to work, and so am I. He even asked me to be his agent, which I'm considering taking. Just gotta get him out into the open.
Well, yesterday it rained, and I hope that it doesn't today. I'll keep up with my posts, hopefully!
ONE LOVE.
Well, nothing's new with me. Just another year grazing by and everyone getting a year older. But the good thing about getting older is that you keep getting wiser, and if not more good looking or for women, beautiful then it's the opposite of that, ugly. I'm kidding!! Beauty is described in many ways, and you definitely can't judge a book by their cover.
It's weird to say, but I have this interest in modeling now. As soon as Jaina gets back from Vegas with her girls, she'll be taking some pictures of myself to send over to Dr. Jay's, which is a clothing/shoe spot online. They're starting off at $25/hour and hopefully, I'll end up with a lot of hours. This will be just a side thing though. Nothing big unless it takes me somewhere, and I'll go along with the ride.
Besides all that, Thanksgiving was boring, but I had a good time. Eating all the food. I went back for thirds. The food was that good. I just can't wait till Christmas Eve where we'll be spending it at my Uncle Leo's house. I'm going to be so shit faced because I know they're going to make me drink, and I'm definitely going to grubbin' on the tradition of subway 12 footers and homemade banana nut bread and chocolate chip cookies. Plus more of the good Filipino dishes. I'm excited, and Christmas is just around the corner.
I can't wait till school is over. I'm sick and tired of it already. And for the past week, I've been attending SDSU with Jaina rather than going to my school. I needed it though because CSUSM is just a boring school with such a boring atmosphere. I need life, and SDSU has been calling me and luring me in to attend their school sending me emails and everything. And I bit, and hopefully, I'll be transfering there in the Fall of 2008. Can't wait...really looking forward to it.
I have also managed to do some personal training on my own with a friend of mine. He was ranked there with Reggie Bush as the top running backs in the nation. And is it a coincidence that they have the same first name? Reggie Ross, you'll be hearing his name a lot, and hopefully he'll make it to the NFL. He's excited to work, and so am I. He even asked me to be his agent, which I'm considering taking. Just gotta get him out into the open.
Well, yesterday it rained, and I hope that it doesn't today. I'll keep up with my posts, hopefully!
ONE LOVE.
Sunday, November 11, 2007
A Brief Synopsis of Everything That's Happened
Let me start off by congratulating my homey Merle for turning 23 years old! One of the homies that I can say that has helped me through some rough times. It was November 8th, 2007 and I was stoked because I did not have work that day. And guess what I ended up doing that day?
Well first, I attended class and picked up my exam. I didn't do so well because of my lack of studying plus me having short term memory and all. But I easily get distracted and tired from reading and writing over and over and over again. Anyways, I ended up leaving a couple of minutes early because I just could not take anymore from my professor. His lectures are as boring as school itself. And since I got off early, I called my friend/barber, David. So after class, I swooped through David's for a quick cut before Merle's Birthday.
And then, Jaina called me and told me that she wanted to get her tattoos. I was like, "Now? Are you serious?" So after I got done with my haircut, I went straight to Jaina's house to pick her up and take her to the parlor. I actually had a good time with her and at the tattoo parlor. Everyone there was straight chill and honestly, I felt like I worked there, walking around freely amongst the rooms. But I was so amazed on how good Jaina's tattoos were. She added two tattoos. The first one, cherry blossoms on her left lower back, and the second, a rosary around her left wrist. The art and detail are so amazing, that every time I see them, I just have to kiss them. I wanted to so much, but I had to control myself since we were just friends. How hard it was to hold back. But when she got her tattoos, I held her hands because I knew how much pain it was to get tattoos. And that's when I was thinking in my head, I miss this. I haven't done this is quite a long time, and it feels real good!
Anyways, after a long day of tattoos, about 5 hours to be exact, we decided to get some food. But it had to be quick because we were running late on Merle's surprise at the Miramar Speed Circuit. Jaina and I ordered the Teriyaki Burger combo. One of my favorites of the menu besides the Jalapeno burger. Jaina was a beast, she ate her food in a matter of 15 minutes. I was shocked!
Well, we ended up making it on time with time to spare before Sarah brought Merle to the Speed Circuit. To my surprise, it was only Jaina and I, along with Romin, David and his girl, Cherie to surprise Merle while everyone came late. It was sad. :( Well, we got to race and man, that was so fun. Even though I got 4th place in the actual race, it didn't really matter because it was a blast! Before the race, I had to drop Jaina off because she had an exam she had to study for, but I told her that she didn't need to because I would hook her up with a doctor's note to get excused. It was good that she didn't race anyways because if she did, she probably would've been in so much pain because of the bumping from Luke. I swear, my friend Luke is such a terrible, reckless driver. A cheater basically.
The Birthday Boy
Friends till the End
My Nephew Kayden
Me and my boy David
Rest of the Homies
After the race, we traveled Downtown to eat at "The Stripper's Club." And no, it's not what you think it is. It's an actual restaurant where you order your steak, and cook it yourself. It's a good experience, but the wait was just so long. We waited 30 minutes just for raw steaks, and it took another 15-20 minutes to cook. But it was pretty good. I didn't eat, but I got my drank on. Anyways, I was kinda bored because I honestly just wanted to go home and sleep, plus I wanted to talk to Jaina about the whole night, and tell her how much she missed out on.
On November 9th, 2007, I woke up and went over to Jaina's house at around 10:30 because I had promised her dad that I would mow his lawn because he had cut his foot moving a glass table, and a piece of glass had cut his foot. So he wanted to keep his foot sanitary. And crazy as it seems, I wanted to take Jaina out to the mall to do some shopping. So after I was done, I went home, changed, and headed back to her house to pick her up. She said that she needed long sleeves, and that she wanted to go to Forever 21 to get them. They have so much good clothes there for cheap, it makes me wonder why they can't have a shop for men similar to this without having other people make fun of you.
Before we actually went shopping, we decided to get a fix. A fix on some coffee to be exact. I ordered a Peppermint Mocha Frap and Jaina had order a White Chocolate Peppermint Mocha Frap. Both were iced, and my coffee was gollygoshdarnit good. Then we headed over to Forever 21 to get her long sleeves. We ended up getting more than just long sleeves, and ended up getting outfits. I told her to go ahead and try on whatever she wanted. So she did. And for the first time, I actually enjoyed it because I was spending some quality time with her. She tried on everything she and I had picked out and I critique what looked flattering, and what didn't. She decided that she would pick out the ones that she wanted, but I decided to get her all the clothes that she wanted. Sounds crazy doesn't it. I just took out my ex-girlfriend on a just missed out on $400 shopping spree.
To be honest with you, I owed it to her, for always being there when I needed her. And the nice and loving person that I am, I wanted to show her how crazy I was about her and how much I can show her that my main focus is her. But anyways, we decided to head over to the Apple store because my headphones, well, the left side of my headphones lost sound, so we had set up an appointment. After that, we past by Charlotte Russe, and she was looking in there. I asked her if she wanted to go in, and she refused nicely, but I took her in with me anyways. She ended up trying on two pairs of shoes since they had a sale going on, buy two get the second 50% off. To her surprise, I wanted to pay for them. So, clothes and shoes!
Then, we decided to stop through L&L's to eat, but ended up at Willy's Workshop instead. Jaina wanted to buy me something over there. I told her that I didn't want anything, and then she told me that she would buy me some shoes. I told her that I didn't want any, but I couldn't refuse. She had picked out a pair of vans chukkas for me that were dope! I want to get her those vans classics that were the same material. Those were dope too! Anyways, we decided not to eat L&L's and we were on our way back to the car. Jaina saw some clothes in a store at Fashion Sense and I decided to pull her in. We looked around the store and she came across a jacket and a red dress. I told her to try on both. The red dress was sexy, but it didn't have a flattering tight fit. And I liked the jacket because I thought it would be fitting on a cold night on the town. So I bought her the jacket and I seriously spent over $1000 on her. I'm crazy to be doing this, but I'm just crazy in love.
I dropped her off because I had work at 6PM-11PM. I worked my shift and headed over to Louie's house to pick up my ID from Angel who I let borrow because he doesn't have his ID. People say we look alike, so I go along with everyone that he's my twin. And now that he has his haircut, we get mistaken a lot more because his haircut is kinda similar to mine. Anyway, I told them that I was going Downtown to hit up the clubs. Originally, it was just going to be me, but Luke and Louie's brother, Limuel wanted to go. But only Limuel was down to go.
So we left and hit up the Gaslamp District, Downtown. It was popping as usual on a Friday night. First, we stopped at Aubergine's, but the club was wack...no one was there! Then we walked to Stingaree's. It was actually pretty nice in there, but the drinks were major expensive. Limuel spent $140 on himself alone. Anyways, I saw Jaina there, but she was too twisted to remember anything. I finally saw what this dude looks like, and seriously, I can kill this fool with one punch. But what's violence going to solve? Nothing! So I restricted myself from doing anything and Jaina's friends held me back from doing anything. Then, Jaina's friends wanted me to leave with them. So I did, and just talked to them.
I decided to call them and ask them if they wanted to eat somewhere. They did, so we met up at Roberto's off of Miramar Road. I had three rolled tacos and a flour tortilla, and I was being such a girl because I couldn't finish it. It was because my mouth was so dry! Well, we just ended up talking for a bit before heading out and home. I actually had a good time that night and Jaina was making some unnecessary actions that night.
November 10th, 2007, I received a call from Jaina at 6:30 in the morning. But I was so pissed at her, that I didn't even want to pick it up. So I didn't and went back to sleep. And then Kylene, Jaina's friend, called me at around 7:30AM asking me if I've seen Jaina because Jaina's dad had called a left a message for Kylene asking if she had seen Jaina. And then Jaina's dad calls me a couple minutes after I get off the phone with Kylene. It was crazy!! I knew where she was at, so I decided to go there and find her. I was really worried about her. Her phone was off so there was no way of contacting her.
After finding nothing, I came back home and stopped through Kylene's work, the same place Jaina works at. I decided to talk to Kylene and calm her down because she was stressing the whole day, and especially since she's only had 2 hours of sleep. She's crazy for doing that, and doing that for a friend. Well, I decided to go home and just wait for anything from Jaina. And then, as soon as I got home, I got a call from this number. So I picked up, and to my amazement, it was Jaina. She had told me that she was ok, but I was pretty pissed at her because of how she made everyone worry so much about her. But I calmed down, and just told her that everyone was really worried about her.
Anyways, I called Jaina's dad and told him that she was okay. Then I called Kylene at her work to tell her that everything was alright so she wouldn't have to stress anymore. Then, a half an hour passed, and she calls me with her phone. She wants to come over and use my restroom. I don't want to be rude by telling her no, so I agree to let her use it. I even made some green tea for her hang over that she had from the previous night. Anyways, I just told her to rest until she feels comfortable going home. Then she started talking about how she didn't remember doing this and that. And how she feels bad about what she did in front of me. Honestly, I was pissed, and I let her know that. I couldn't forgive her for what she did. And then we just talked, and I was just hugging and comforting her, and then we started to talk about us. Then I just started to kiss her, and to my astonishment, she was actually making an effort to kiss back.
At around 12:30PM, I told her that it was time to go home. But she didn't want to go alone and asked me if I could go with her. And being the person that I am, I agree to go because I want to be there to for her. After getting out of the car, I was holding her hand approaching to the door of her house where Jaina's dad was waiting for her. Before we walked through, I gave her a kiss to show her that I'll be here. They we walked in, and Jaina's dad was pretty darn angry at her and gave her a lecture that she needed. I was going to leave for work again at 2PM-11PM, but I called in work and told Wayne that I would be late for work. Jaina didn't want me to leave because she had to talk with her mom as soon as she came home. But later, Jaina didn't want me to leave at all, so I decided to not go to work at all.
We just ended up talking, and Jaina had mentioned that she was going to call it quits with the other dude, and just end it as friends. Honestly, that was the best thing I ever heard from her because he was actually a jerk that just wanted to get some. We talked a little bit more, then we lied beside one another and I decided to make a move and kiss her passionately. I just wanted to prove to her that I can be Mr. Romantic. That I'm the one, the one that's been in front of her face the whole entire time. I guess you can say that we're trying to work things out, but I'm just going with the flow. Nothing official, just talking and seeing what comes out of it. I ended up sleeping with her till 2AM and decided to call it a night because I had work on Sunday, November 11.
Work was alright, as everything went casually and smoothly. Drama Free! It was great, just being care and stress free. And then I ended up staying at my abode and watching some television and doing some deep thinking. And now, it's time for me to rest.
Good Morning/Night to everyone!
And Happy Veterans Day!
Well first, I attended class and picked up my exam. I didn't do so well because of my lack of studying plus me having short term memory and all. But I easily get distracted and tired from reading and writing over and over and over again. Anyways, I ended up leaving a couple of minutes early because I just could not take anymore from my professor. His lectures are as boring as school itself. And since I got off early, I called my friend/barber, David. So after class, I swooped through David's for a quick cut before Merle's Birthday.
And then, Jaina called me and told me that she wanted to get her tattoos. I was like, "Now? Are you serious?" So after I got done with my haircut, I went straight to Jaina's house to pick her up and take her to the parlor. I actually had a good time with her and at the tattoo parlor. Everyone there was straight chill and honestly, I felt like I worked there, walking around freely amongst the rooms. But I was so amazed on how good Jaina's tattoos were. She added two tattoos. The first one, cherry blossoms on her left lower back, and the second, a rosary around her left wrist. The art and detail are so amazing, that every time I see them, I just have to kiss them. I wanted to so much, but I had to control myself since we were just friends. How hard it was to hold back. But when she got her tattoos, I held her hands because I knew how much pain it was to get tattoos. And that's when I was thinking in my head, I miss this. I haven't done this is quite a long time, and it feels real good!
Anyways, after a long day of tattoos, about 5 hours to be exact, we decided to get some food. But it had to be quick because we were running late on Merle's surprise at the Miramar Speed Circuit. Jaina and I ordered the Teriyaki Burger combo. One of my favorites of the menu besides the Jalapeno burger. Jaina was a beast, she ate her food in a matter of 15 minutes. I was shocked!
Well, we ended up making it on time with time to spare before Sarah brought Merle to the Speed Circuit. To my surprise, it was only Jaina and I, along with Romin, David and his girl, Cherie to surprise Merle while everyone came late. It was sad. :( Well, we got to race and man, that was so fun. Even though I got 4th place in the actual race, it didn't really matter because it was a blast! Before the race, I had to drop Jaina off because she had an exam she had to study for, but I told her that she didn't need to because I would hook her up with a doctor's note to get excused. It was good that she didn't race anyways because if she did, she probably would've been in so much pain because of the bumping from Luke. I swear, my friend Luke is such a terrible, reckless driver. A cheater basically.
The Birthday Boy
Friends till the End
My Nephew Kayden
Me and my boy David
Rest of the Homies
After the race, we traveled Downtown to eat at "The Stripper's Club." And no, it's not what you think it is. It's an actual restaurant where you order your steak, and cook it yourself. It's a good experience, but the wait was just so long. We waited 30 minutes just for raw steaks, and it took another 15-20 minutes to cook. But it was pretty good. I didn't eat, but I got my drank on. Anyways, I was kinda bored because I honestly just wanted to go home and sleep, plus I wanted to talk to Jaina about the whole night, and tell her how much she missed out on.
On November 9th, 2007, I woke up and went over to Jaina's house at around 10:30 because I had promised her dad that I would mow his lawn because he had cut his foot moving a glass table, and a piece of glass had cut his foot. So he wanted to keep his foot sanitary. And crazy as it seems, I wanted to take Jaina out to the mall to do some shopping. So after I was done, I went home, changed, and headed back to her house to pick her up. She said that she needed long sleeves, and that she wanted to go to Forever 21 to get them. They have so much good clothes there for cheap, it makes me wonder why they can't have a shop for men similar to this without having other people make fun of you.
Before we actually went shopping, we decided to get a fix. A fix on some coffee to be exact. I ordered a Peppermint Mocha Frap and Jaina had order a White Chocolate Peppermint Mocha Frap. Both were iced, and my coffee was gollygoshdarnit good. Then we headed over to Forever 21 to get her long sleeves. We ended up getting more than just long sleeves, and ended up getting outfits. I told her to go ahead and try on whatever she wanted. So she did. And for the first time, I actually enjoyed it because I was spending some quality time with her. She tried on everything she and I had picked out and I critique what looked flattering, and what didn't. She decided that she would pick out the ones that she wanted, but I decided to get her all the clothes that she wanted. Sounds crazy doesn't it. I just took out my ex-girlfriend on a just missed out on $400 shopping spree.
To be honest with you, I owed it to her, for always being there when I needed her. And the nice and loving person that I am, I wanted to show her how crazy I was about her and how much I can show her that my main focus is her. But anyways, we decided to head over to the Apple store because my headphones, well, the left side of my headphones lost sound, so we had set up an appointment. After that, we past by Charlotte Russe, and she was looking in there. I asked her if she wanted to go in, and she refused nicely, but I took her in with me anyways. She ended up trying on two pairs of shoes since they had a sale going on, buy two get the second 50% off. To her surprise, I wanted to pay for them. So, clothes and shoes!
Then, we decided to stop through L&L's to eat, but ended up at Willy's Workshop instead. Jaina wanted to buy me something over there. I told her that I didn't want anything, and then she told me that she would buy me some shoes. I told her that I didn't want any, but I couldn't refuse. She had picked out a pair of vans chukkas for me that were dope! I want to get her those vans classics that were the same material. Those were dope too! Anyways, we decided not to eat L&L's and we were on our way back to the car. Jaina saw some clothes in a store at Fashion Sense and I decided to pull her in. We looked around the store and she came across a jacket and a red dress. I told her to try on both. The red dress was sexy, but it didn't have a flattering tight fit. And I liked the jacket because I thought it would be fitting on a cold night on the town. So I bought her the jacket and I seriously spent over $1000 on her. I'm crazy to be doing this, but I'm just crazy in love.
I dropped her off because I had work at 6PM-11PM. I worked my shift and headed over to Louie's house to pick up my ID from Angel who I let borrow because he doesn't have his ID. People say we look alike, so I go along with everyone that he's my twin. And now that he has his haircut, we get mistaken a lot more because his haircut is kinda similar to mine. Anyway, I told them that I was going Downtown to hit up the clubs. Originally, it was just going to be me, but Luke and Louie's brother, Limuel wanted to go. But only Limuel was down to go.
So we left and hit up the Gaslamp District, Downtown. It was popping as usual on a Friday night. First, we stopped at Aubergine's, but the club was wack...no one was there! Then we walked to Stingaree's. It was actually pretty nice in there, but the drinks were major expensive. Limuel spent $140 on himself alone. Anyways, I saw Jaina there, but she was too twisted to remember anything. I finally saw what this dude looks like, and seriously, I can kill this fool with one punch. But what's violence going to solve? Nothing! So I restricted myself from doing anything and Jaina's friends held me back from doing anything. Then, Jaina's friends wanted me to leave with them. So I did, and just talked to them.
I decided to call them and ask them if they wanted to eat somewhere. They did, so we met up at Roberto's off of Miramar Road. I had three rolled tacos and a flour tortilla, and I was being such a girl because I couldn't finish it. It was because my mouth was so dry! Well, we just ended up talking for a bit before heading out and home. I actually had a good time that night and Jaina was making some unnecessary actions that night.
November 10th, 2007, I received a call from Jaina at 6:30 in the morning. But I was so pissed at her, that I didn't even want to pick it up. So I didn't and went back to sleep. And then Kylene, Jaina's friend, called me at around 7:30AM asking me if I've seen Jaina because Jaina's dad had called a left a message for Kylene asking if she had seen Jaina. And then Jaina's dad calls me a couple minutes after I get off the phone with Kylene. It was crazy!! I knew where she was at, so I decided to go there and find her. I was really worried about her. Her phone was off so there was no way of contacting her.
After finding nothing, I came back home and stopped through Kylene's work, the same place Jaina works at. I decided to talk to Kylene and calm her down because she was stressing the whole day, and especially since she's only had 2 hours of sleep. She's crazy for doing that, and doing that for a friend. Well, I decided to go home and just wait for anything from Jaina. And then, as soon as I got home, I got a call from this number. So I picked up, and to my amazement, it was Jaina. She had told me that she was ok, but I was pretty pissed at her because of how she made everyone worry so much about her. But I calmed down, and just told her that everyone was really worried about her.
Anyways, I called Jaina's dad and told him that she was okay. Then I called Kylene at her work to tell her that everything was alright so she wouldn't have to stress anymore. Then, a half an hour passed, and she calls me with her phone. She wants to come over and use my restroom. I don't want to be rude by telling her no, so I agree to let her use it. I even made some green tea for her hang over that she had from the previous night. Anyways, I just told her to rest until she feels comfortable going home. Then she started talking about how she didn't remember doing this and that. And how she feels bad about what she did in front of me. Honestly, I was pissed, and I let her know that. I couldn't forgive her for what she did. And then we just talked, and I was just hugging and comforting her, and then we started to talk about us. Then I just started to kiss her, and to my astonishment, she was actually making an effort to kiss back.
At around 12:30PM, I told her that it was time to go home. But she didn't want to go alone and asked me if I could go with her. And being the person that I am, I agree to go because I want to be there to for her. After getting out of the car, I was holding her hand approaching to the door of her house where Jaina's dad was waiting for her. Before we walked through, I gave her a kiss to show her that I'll be here. They we walked in, and Jaina's dad was pretty darn angry at her and gave her a lecture that she needed. I was going to leave for work again at 2PM-11PM, but I called in work and told Wayne that I would be late for work. Jaina didn't want me to leave because she had to talk with her mom as soon as she came home. But later, Jaina didn't want me to leave at all, so I decided to not go to work at all.
We just ended up talking, and Jaina had mentioned that she was going to call it quits with the other dude, and just end it as friends. Honestly, that was the best thing I ever heard from her because he was actually a jerk that just wanted to get some. We talked a little bit more, then we lied beside one another and I decided to make a move and kiss her passionately. I just wanted to prove to her that I can be Mr. Romantic. That I'm the one, the one that's been in front of her face the whole entire time. I guess you can say that we're trying to work things out, but I'm just going with the flow. Nothing official, just talking and seeing what comes out of it. I ended up sleeping with her till 2AM and decided to call it a night because I had work on Sunday, November 11.
Work was alright, as everything went casually and smoothly. Drama Free! It was great, just being care and stress free. And then I ended up staying at my abode and watching some television and doing some deep thinking. And now, it's time for me to rest.
Good Morning/Night to everyone!
And Happy Veterans Day!
Music is a Big Influence
It's amazing how much music makes the world go round. I mean, there's so much music in the world that I haven't heard yet, but the more and more you listen to the diversity of music, you get deeper into the beats, the singer/lyricist, the lyrics itself. I love music, and I don't know where I would be without it. When everything goes bad, I can also fall back on music to help me through anything. Music is an influence of everything, culture, religion, school, sleeping, walking, etc. But at the end of the day, I'll always fall back on hip-hop.
I leave you with a video. New 2Pac song.
I leave you with a video. New 2Pac song.
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