For some reason, I feel like tearing my own head off. I don't really feel like talking much, and it seems like being @ work is going to make my day even worser than it already is now. Why do I feel this way? Maybe the thought of terrible news or the thought of a person who you thought was close to suddenly back stabbing you in the back. Happiness is hard to come by nowadays. And even when I look at the person who I confide in, my princess, my happiness, I can't find my way to the light where happiness is. I thought about calling in sick, but I would only make it harder for my fellow co-worker(s). F this sad day. I wish I could sleep the whole day away.
Off too reality.
Monday, July 28, 2008
Living Day By Day
Sometimes I think about how good of a life I should be living and how much I put myself in a situation of where I'm struggling to survive. I know that I don't have all the money in the world, and I can't splurge on things that I don't need. But if you don't like it, then I'm sorry. I'm trying to be the best person I can be. But my life has changed, and I have met the girl of my dreams. I'll put her before anyone else, even myself. That's just what "love" does to you. Being selfish can sometimes make you unhappy, and I'm just living how I'm living. Take me for who I am. If you can't appreciate me, then that's a risk I'll have to take.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Timeless
If you can't afford to get something you want, then you obviously can't buy it, and should be left at that. If you can have a sense of self-restraint, then you can control yourself from purchasing things that are not practical, and you can budget your money and you're flow of money.
I'm glad I got my credit card done and over with because it was beginning to ruin my life. It was at a point of $2000, and it was getting out of control. And now, everything is where I want it to be and I will do everything in my power to stay away from the so called "Credit Cards."
I think I have built enough credit as it is. Enough to falter and enough to purchase necessities in the future such as a home of my own or any type of transportation. As soon as I get my other credit card paid off, I will resign from The Home Depot and move onto something bigger and better, or better yet, just relax and focus on whatever I will be looking forward to in the future.
Besides facing the realism of the real world, I have been laying low and out of sight. I have been constantly hanging out with my girl because honestly, I love being around here. And every now and then, I'll hang out with my friends and chill and play ball, or play some Wii and any type of video games available.
This is really off the subject, but I'll be painting my room very shortly, hopeful before the beginning of the new semester. Pictures will be coming up in the near future, I promise. And this time I'll have them posted with the post itself instead of climaxing and provoking your excitement towards a post with pictures.
Sometimes, we just need pictures to go along with the story, to keep you interested, to give you an idea of what you're explaining, or better yet, to keep you interested.
Writing gives me a sense of relief towards whatever I am feeling whether it's good or bad. It's helps me build off some steam, or give you some exciting news about how great of a day it was.
And truthfully speaking, I can't complain about life. It's treating me very well, and you can only live life how you can. If you complain, then all your life, you'll be complaining. So don't put extra stress, just relax because there will be another day to arise.
Respect and love thy neighbor.
-Jules
I'm glad I got my credit card done and over with because it was beginning to ruin my life. It was at a point of $2000, and it was getting out of control. And now, everything is where I want it to be and I will do everything in my power to stay away from the so called "Credit Cards."
I think I have built enough credit as it is. Enough to falter and enough to purchase necessities in the future such as a home of my own or any type of transportation. As soon as I get my other credit card paid off, I will resign from The Home Depot and move onto something bigger and better, or better yet, just relax and focus on whatever I will be looking forward to in the future.
Besides facing the realism of the real world, I have been laying low and out of sight. I have been constantly hanging out with my girl because honestly, I love being around here. And every now and then, I'll hang out with my friends and chill and play ball, or play some Wii and any type of video games available.
This is really off the subject, but I'll be painting my room very shortly, hopeful before the beginning of the new semester. Pictures will be coming up in the near future, I promise. And this time I'll have them posted with the post itself instead of climaxing and provoking your excitement towards a post with pictures.
Sometimes, we just need pictures to go along with the story, to keep you interested, to give you an idea of what you're explaining, or better yet, to keep you interested.
Writing gives me a sense of relief towards whatever I am feeling whether it's good or bad. It's helps me build off some steam, or give you some exciting news about how great of a day it was.
And truthfully speaking, I can't complain about life. It's treating me very well, and you can only live life how you can. If you complain, then all your life, you'll be complaining. So don't put extra stress, just relax because there will be another day to arise.
Respect and love thy neighbor.
-Jules
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